You are welcome. While I did consume a couple of loads when I was younger, I always wanted to do it nearly every time I masturbated but I would ALWAYS lose interested as soon as I came.
It was about 4-5 years ago that the desire got stronger and stronger. I really wanted to do it, but would still lose interest, but I kept at it, and I did manage to get a few globs into my mouth every once in a while, but for the most part would still lose interest.
THEN, one day I was having sex with my Colombian friend Carmen and she was riding me and I asked if she would do me a favor and she said of course, what is it. So I told her I wanted to lick my cum from her boobs and she said she would love to do that. When she knew I was about to cum she got off of me and knelt before me as I stood and I stroked my load onto her perfect boobs and she immediately stood up and brought my face to her cum covered breast and I instinctively opened my mouth and was greeted with a very large and warm glob of my cum. And I just began sucking and licking and sucking more until it was all gone. I still remember that wonderful first warm glob. It was so hot and sexy. I saw Carmen for the next 14 weeks consecutively at least once a week and ate my cum from her body every time and I have seen her dozens and dozens and dozens of times since and consumed my load 99 out of 100 times I see her.
And that really opened the door for me. I also started camming with women and asking them to make me eat my cum and that is also very hot and fun and truly contributed to getting me where I am today with my cum eating. Which is consuming it almost every day.
I am so hard right now after writing this that there is no doubt that I will consume my cum today.
So try camming and licking it from a woman’s body with her encouraging you to do it.
I hope this helps you get to where you want to be.