Reflecting on the past two years of my bisexual exploration

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Haven't been here, LPSG, much the past several weeks due to it not being accessible in Kansas anymore, have to drive accross the Stateline to access. Also have taken a bit of a break from actively pursuing encounters with like minded men. Its only been the past two years that I have been having sexual encounters with other men after being curious and fantasizing about it for decades......it was 2 years 2 months 1 week ago at 66 years old that I had my first sexual contact with another man, actually 2 men, on a park trail. Since that encounter i have had 36 sexual encounters with 33 different men, getting fucked 10 times, wih the other 26 times a mix of jerking off, oral and fingering. Ive spent the the last few weeks reflecting on those encounters and the reasons why as an older long married man I pursued them and whether I should be continuing this behaivor.
 
Haven't been here, LPSG, much the past several weeks due to it not being accessible in Kansas anymore, have to drive accross the Stateline to access. Also have taken a bit of a break from actively pursuing encounters with like minded men. Its only been the past two years that I have been having sexual encounters with other men after being curious and fantasizing about it for decades......it was 2 years 2 months 1 week ago at 66 years old that I had my first sexual contact with another man, actually 2 men, on a park trail. Since that encounter i have had 36 sexual encounters with 33 different men, getting fucked 10 times, wih the other 26 times a mix of jerking off, oral and fingering. Ive spent the the last few weeks reflecting on those encounters and the reasons why as an older long married man I pursued them and whether I should be continuing this behaivor.
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I'm 63 now and find my bi desires are growing much stronger these last 5 years. Getting to the point I almost exclusively thing of sucking cock, eating cum, and having my ass ravaged for prostate orgasms!

Even watching hetero porn I want to be in the woman's spot.

I understand your dilemma, and often reflect on what I am fantasizing, doing, and craving. Is this really best to continue to pursue? But the desires are so strong!
 
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Ive spent the the last few weeks reflecting on those encounters and the reasons why as an older long married man I pursued them and whether I should be continuing this behaivor.

What kind of sexual behaviour is most beneficial depends on many factors, including your environment, your personality, your needs and your priorities.

I like the feature film Young & Beautiful (France 2013) by the playful gay director François Ozon, in which an old wife routinely books hotel rooms for her old husband, who meets a delicious young prostitute. That's true love, isn't it?